Entries for August, 2004

August 11th, 2004

GUYS.. don't be BASTARDS!

i don't know what is really happening to me right now. i begin to be a "man-hater". people say especially my friends that i should not be like that because it will not do me good. but i can't handle it anymore. read my reasons and judge it for yourself.

1. my first boyfriend which is my ex- now TWO-TIMED me.. i was the 3RD PARTY. i loved him and i respected him but he hurt me.

2. i never had another boyfriend since my first one then one day a guy which i thought was my "prince" came into my life (he was one of the topic in my blog.. the title was "heart ache"). i loved him so much that it came to the point that he became my world and my life. but he LEFT me and then again i was hurt.

3. i still love the guy who left me when a friend of mine wants to court me and he did but i just disregard him. he courted me a month and so when suddenly one day (the day before the birthday of the guy), someone called at our house. a girl, at first i thought it was his friend or sister cause we were having a good conversation and she was asking me things about the guy and me. suddenly she told me the truth that SHE WAS THE GUY'S GIRLFRIEND. she caught the guy (her boyfriend) through the guy's cell phone and the guy admitted the whole thing. even though i wasn't hurt, it felt so awful in my part (LAM NIYO YUNG FEELING NANG NA-GAGO?!) but i'm happy for them because they're still together up to now. actually the girl and me right now are friends in fact she was the one who invited me in the birthday of the guy (her boyfriend).

well that's three of my reasons why i am like this. ISN'T THAT ENOUGH REASON TO BE A MAN-HATER? honestly i don't really trust guys anymore and i don't like promises especially when it comes from them. all i can say right now are SOME GUYS ARE THE WORST CREATURES THAT GOD MADE. i'm sorry to be sarcastic and judge mental but i can't help it.

i'm not really mad at guys. it's fine if they wanted to be friends with me but more than friends.. i don't think so. (as if guys will court me.. i'm not as superb/gorgeous unlike the other girls there).

*for all those guys out there.. be HONEST and LOYAL and NEVER CHEAT.. the karma might just come back to you.*

am i BAD?
Posted by joesie at 07:15 PM | shout it out guys!

August 13th, 2004

GUYS&GIRLS READ THIS!!

i just had an argument in the phone with a guy. he kind of sucks dude. damn!!! he's one of the bastards in this f*ck*n' world!!! arghhhhhhggggg.. i just lost my temper in him. he said so many things that degrade me as a woman/girl!!! did you know that he said that "NOT ALL GUYS SUCKS BUT GIRLS ALWAYS SUCKS".. argghhhhhggggg!!! if only it is not a sin to kill and there will no be consequences then i might just have killed that person.

why is the world like this? why am i so pissed off? i'm such a LOSER!!!

*read what i posted before this subject.. the one on down*
Posted by joesie at 10:07 PM | shout it out guys!

August 22nd, 2004

sorry guys

here i go again. i realize that i should not generalized my anger to all the guys out there. it's just that there are still few dammit guys in this world and those guys better change. i admit that i also have a fault and i should not blame everything to the guys. i should control myself in everything that i do. i want to say sorry to all the guys out there even to those who have hurt me. peace..

guys don't be assholes in this world. God made you to support and love women and not to hurt us.. got it?

i have nothing more to say. buhbye.
Posted by joesie at 01:19 PM | 1 so what you think?

August 23rd, 2004

DEVIL!!!

i found this pic and it is so cool.. it's a devil (isn't it obvious?). the devil's cute.. hehe. just check it out.Ü
Posted by joesie at 04:23 PM | 3 so what you think?