Amidst the higher gods

joesie

          Yesterday I attented our orientation in NSTP (CWTS) in my school. Good thing I was classmates with my close pals.=) I have to admit that it was quite boring and I was sleepy that time because I was in school by 7:50am already but it began 9:30am. I left our house like 7am and woke up by 6am or was it before 6am? Talk about excited. Lol.

          After our 45minutes orientation, my friends and I went to SM San Lazaro to chill for awhile. We took our brunch there and left after few minutes. I didn't went home but instead I went to my tito's house in Proj.8 because I know my family would be there.

           I arrived even before my family came. The reason we were there is because my mom wanted to visit my grandparents and my tito made lunch for us. After having lunch my sister, brother, dad, and I went to Trinoma to watch the talk of the town movie that week which is TRANSFORMERS. My mom didn't come with us because she wanted to spend time more with my grandparents and tito. We'll just came back for her after the movie.

          I wasn't really a fond of watching Transformers (cartoons) when I was a child. I don't even know who the characters were until I've watched the movie, but my brother does know about them. I was fascinated by the movie and it was not boring after all. I simply love the movie because I simply love cars.

           I'm so excited for Harry Potter 5 next week. Can't wait to see the Weasley twins!!!!!

joesie

         11th of July was the opening for Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire or in short the part 5 Harry Potter. My classmate was so lucky because she would have the chance to watch Harry Potter 5 that same day in IMAX twice. I didn't envy her at all because I'm going to watch it the next day with someone I treasured at this moment... yeah it is Ralph.

          I was really excited when the 12th of July came because of two things, a date with Ralph and at last I'm going to watch Harry Potter 5 and I'm going to see the cute Weasley twins again!

          Ralph picked me at school at around 10:30am and went to our house first in Antipolo so I could change into a more comfortable attire than my uniform. He waited outside the house for about 30-40minutes and after that we went to the mall. We already have reseved tickets and seats so it's not a worry for us after all if we did not came on time but of course I don't want to miss any part of Harry Potter 5. When we arrived at the mall, we ate lunch first and I waited on the table as he was buying food for us. When we were done with our lunch and had some chitchat we went to the movie house. The movie was about to start at 1:30pm but we went inside the movie house by 1:15pm. During the movie I was cold and he offered his "polo" to  me as a blanket and kept me warm by putting his arms around me. It was funny whenever the Weasley twins would appear on the screen because I'm going to be so "kilig" and I can feel that he was quite jealous of them. What can I do if I really have a huge crush on the Weasley Twins? They're so adorable.

           After watching the movie, we ate our "dinner" and he brought me safely home in our condo. I really enjoyed this date with him and I really enjoy his company.

          THANK YOU SO MUCH RALPH!

joesie

Here we go again. Everytime I feel frustrated and lonely there's nothing more effective remedy than to write what I feel and what my thoughts are especially when you can't easily share with other people. It's not that they don't understand me or they're going to criticize my thoughts, but sometimes other people can give you comfort and advices but there are circumstances that no one/nothing in this world who can help you but yourself.

Everything seems to be going wrong in my life today. I try not to dwell on things that would make me feel bad because it would just make me feel annoyed, but now I can't help to notice this one. I don't want to pretend that there's nothing wrong and go on with my life like I always do. Yeah I know, call me a COWARD because I often try to run from the "not-so-good" things that are happening in my life, but the reason why is I'm scared to know the reality that my life isn't as good as the others. It's not that I want a perfect life. I know that there are a lot of people who are less fortunate than me but why can't I be happy with my life right now.

I feel that I am alone.

Why is it a moment comes in our life when we feel we are alone and we can't run to someone else to ask for some help?