Amidst the higher gods

joesie

I never thought "bad" karma would enter my life right now because there are a lot of good things that are happening; after 8 months of not talking to my mom, we have reconciled recently and our relationship just got better, I got to watch Ne-Yo's concert live, and I got my friends back.

I got two suitors or let's say flings; one is a girl and one is a guy. I have mentioned their names already on my past entries but still I'll give them alias names in this entry. The girl is "Buttercup" and the guy is "Dexter." Cartoon Network characters, I know! Lol.

Buttercup does not know Dexter and vice versa as well. I never mentioned their names to any of them. Whenever I'm with any of them, they were the ones who spend money for me like Buttercup would usually treat me out for a lunch or dinner or Starbucks. On the other hand, Dexter pays for the things I wanted to buy in the mall. Don't get me wrong, I'm not taking advantage of them and sometimes I would decline their offer but they would insist. If I ran out of load, I'll text both of them before my credits expires that I will not be able to text. If Dexter would pass me a load, I'll text him and then wait for Buttercup to give me a load. I'll not text Buttercup yet even though Dexter had given me a load already and wait for her to give me one until I began texting her again. It wasn't my fault and I wasn't expecting either... the firs few moments they did that but in the long run, I can say that I was expecting because I was used to it. I know how bad it is. Added to this, Buttercup payed for my Ne-Yo tickets. I did not tell her to buy me one, she asked me if I already have a ticket to Ne-Yo's concert since I am so addictive to Ne-Yo. I told her that I don't have enough money to buy one and I was surprised that she bought tickets the next day so we went together.

 Last March 4 (Tuesday), I met up with Buttercup just for lunch at Gateway. She decided to watch a movie entitled Jumper. I told her that I got a few things to do and she told me that it would only took a few hours of my time so I agreed. While watching the movie with her, I was texting Dexter. Dexter got mad because I was watching movie with a friend; I told her that it was a girl and I guess this guy has this so-called "woman insticts" and totally forgot that I told her that I was a bi. After the movie, Buttercup and I went to Starbucks. We had some arguements so she decided to go home and I texted my friends to come over. I told them the whole scenario and laughed about it a bit. How mean I am.

The following day, both of them were not texting me. To make the story short, they both left me alone! NO! I can't believe it. Now, the two of them are gone. I apologized to them and that is when I realized that I had fallen for one of them, Dexter.

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED (BAD) KARMA!